chrischriis

Thu, 25 May 2006 17:54:04 GMT

yeah im going to pick up my tux today. wow! my first and last prom and i get to share it with the one person i truely love. i cant wait to see her in her dress, she going to look sooooo beautiful. ahhhh and graduation is almost here. damn i hope i get some cash from this, ha. yeah i start work hopely june 15.

sooo much shit is going on in my life as you can see. one big part of my life will be gone in little less then 2 months. my baby, the one i truely love will start a new life in a better place. sooo im thinking of gettting a tattoo of something on the top part of my arm and under my arm gettting the tattoo connected by the word "truth" mean for true love.

thats all i really have for for now. wish me good luck.

Mon, 15 May 2006 01:34:59 GMT

woooo what a week. played the last lacrosse game of the season 10-3 baby. most likely that was the last game ill ever play. proms coming up soon and i soo happy to going with my baby sam. i cant wait to see her in her dress. there only 4 days of school left for me then im out of that shit hole school.

today i decide to move my room around. i didnt do much to it, i jsut moved my shit to the other side of the room, hahah. i walked to 711 today and got two things of green tea, that was nice.

also its nice that i found love. its so great and unbelievable.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 17:27:50 GMT

She left home last night
the city sleeps through train lights
stars in the sky are all that keep her alive
she packed up and ditched the town that saw all her ups and downs
she severed all ties to start all over again

calling all tickets
the train leaves in minutes
sits near the window
she turns her back on
the city she once called home
the yard where she ran through snow
the streets driven up and down and through and through
the lot where she'd stare at stars
the porch nights she'd count the cars
they're all memories of simpler times now gone

thinking back to the first time
her mom said, "I'll let you move on if you want to,
remember I love you."

"Please just go little girl," the city calls her
this is your chance, this is your freedom
Please don't go little girl." her father says to her
it won't work out, it won't be easy

holding back tears of joy she steps out into the world
the city lights look just the way they did on tv

she flails her arms
she runs both up and down the sidewalks
thinking back to the times when she spent it all dreaming
now she's found what she wanted, found what she's needed

please let go little girls of everything you know
you start it now, you've started over

(i love sam more than anything ive ever loved before)

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 04:33:46 GMT

ive never loved anyone like this before, its a great feeling.

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 04:28:31 GMT

10 car was gay. its nice when i almost get into like 3 fight and the people i went to the show with dont even go they drop us off then go to the mall. ummm went to the all time low show haahhahaa(for free)duh. ummm lax was ga today. all i did was stand on that fucking field for like 2 hours and did nothin. but sam was the best part of my day like always. she makes everything great. she is so amazing.

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 01:52:00 GMT

vent.
love you sam so much.
you are what makes me happy.

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:16:06 GMT

this feelings she makes me have are amazing

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 19:46:05 GMT

things are great. things are clear.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 01:43:03 GMT

ok so, today was a pretty good day. went out to eat with sam, joshwa, and alison. i start lacrosse soon, little less then a week. its going to be a good season i cant see it now. umm few more days till i see the red chord again. ha that should be a good one they are playing with Throwdown(hahahaha). ummm so yeah "he" needs to get the fuck out of my life and such. its starting to make me mad and someone might not have a face pretty soon. ummm i got fouled pretty bad in gym today playing basketball, fuck that sport. ummm yeah my hair is dyed back to all black(WOO tuffxcorexxxx)hahahahaha. ha and yeah im in love with sam. shes the best thing that has ever happen to me and i dont know what i would do with out her. shes jsut so beautiful and we have so much fun together. if you didnt know yet, we have plans to go to Texas for sping break to see her mother and others. its going to be good times and i cant wait.

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:02:13 GMT

my dick just keeps getting bigger and bigger
must be that great pussy

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 03:17:05 GMT

OH! what a life i lead.

to i found out news about something that should be a big deal, BUT we fogive and forget. im not mad or upset about tbis little thing. im still in love with her and i know i will be a for a while. the feelings are get and the times we spend together are amazing. even when we jsut sit around in pjs or make chicken&rice and jsut sit around and watch Dr. phil, its amazing. when im not with her i feel like if shes gone forever. i feel that if things were never better in my life and it became this way jsut because of one person.

-chris

today i stayed after and played a little lax with the boys and showed them whats up with this mans skills. it feels good to get the old d-pole out and get a few little games in. i cant wait till the season starts, its going to be amazing.

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:22:03 GMT

grandma: why does he always wear his hood up, like why does he have it on in the house? is it too cold for him in here?

sam: grandma, its the scene and you dont understand it, its his thing he ALWAYS has his hat on, hood up

grandma: mhm well at least he was polite enough to take it off at the table, can you imagine what meemaw would have said if he had it on at the table

sam: haha meemaw, haha, shes crazy, yah i noticed that too he took off his gear

grandma: my uncle once wore a hat all of the time because he had curly hair

sam: oh. right...

hahaha

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:34:53 GMT

damn right sonnn

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 17:39:55 GMT

SO! me and james waste peoples time by not showing the real us. hahahaha wtf was that bitch thinking. atleast we dont meet someone from a different state for 2 days say the fell in love with in two days then go back to their own state then talk shit about the people they hung out with for a week. hahah fuckin fgt.

ok well im happy. and im havig good times with my cutes. mhm.

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 03:11:11 GMT

im falling for her hard
shes jsut so cute
and when im with her im happy.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:48:02 GMT

define happy.

mhm. her.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 23:07:14 GMT

i wish some fgts would stop talking shit about beating people up when they dont ahve the balls to step up.

i miss my sam and i cant wait to see her tommro mhm.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 01:49:46 GMT

fuck drama bullshit. im happy right now. i got to see the one person in my life right now that truely makes me happy. today was a good day.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 07:31:44 GMT

i think i might have a good start on a new year.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 18:56:59 GMT

finaly becoming happy.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 18:04:29 GMT

kate is cute
mhm mhm mhmm

im nothinn with out laur :)

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:04:31 GMT

hahhahahaaaaaa
confused much?
yes i am.
fuck this shit.
so some name kate wants to hang with me today
we'll see how that goes.
anyway.... yeah.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 00:41:50 GMT

i think everyone should let the past be the past and move on.

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 07:06:43 GMT

so the converge show was amazing. i got to talk to the lead from the red chord and even was singing converge with him at the merch table. i didnt have much money so i got some pins and such. but it was a great time.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 22:52:10 GMT

going to see converge, the red chord(3rd time), and darkest hour tonight.
im pumped. damn me and james are goingto have some fun oh oh. and sarah is taken us
thank you.